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.:Windows to the Heart 26:.Chapter 26.:Windows to the Heart 26:.
“Well, that could possibly be… bad,” I say, sounding far-off and dazed.
Aaron stares at me as if I’ve lost my mind.
“Bad?” he asks, incredulous. His tone raises a few octaves. “Bad, Ross?”
That far-off feeling continues gripping me. I stare blankly ahead, the gears in my head slowing to almost a crawl. My body feels cold.
The graveness of his tone made me realize, that not only was he serious, but he was, no matter what, he was going to go through with his orders. Somehow,
by ~naruto-art-freak
.:Windows to the Heart 25:.Chapter 25.:Windows to the Heart 25:.
A sudden throb stabs at the sides of my skull. Consciousness slowly fades back to me, along with the realization that, somehow, I’m in my room.
I groan, closing my eyes tighter and wishing I could go back to sleep. I vaguely remember Hal being mad at me, but for what reason escapes me. That alone makes me want to curl into a ball and forget the world.
And then I remember.
I sit up, fast as lightning, and stare wide-eyed across the room. Then I look at my hand, expecting there to be a crumpled up letter hidden in my fist.
by ~naruto-art-freak
.:Windows to the Heart 24:.Chapter 24.:Windows to the Heart 24:.
Beating loudly—and somewhat unsteadily—against my ear is the heartbeat of a vampire. The heartbeat of a vampire.
The sound of it sends chills down my spine, but I relax once more, closing my eyes and letting go. Letting go of everything. I decide I don’t care anymore. I’m tired of attempting to stamp out this strange attraction I have for him. Yes, I admitted it. Through all of my angry and bitchy comments, I’ve been trying to convince myself that it’s all an illusion. Just a trick of my pathetic, broken heart.
&nb
by ~naruto-art-freak
.:Windows to the Heart 23:.Chapter 23.:Windows to the Heart 23:.
Something in me snaps. My legs decide on their own that they don’t have the strength to hold me up anymore, and buckle beneath me. I fall to the cold tile floor, and push myself back into the corner. I can’t take it anymore. Too many things have happened. Too many things in too short a period of time.
In two years I lose my true love, get shipped off to a nuthouse, nearly die multiple times, meet the guy who is probably my one sworn enemy and just so happens to be a vampire, get bit by a vamp trying to kill me, end up on the ‘to kill’ lis
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DearestClose to you, within your arms Protected from elements that may harm me You are my sanctuary, my sentinel With you, I know all will be well In your touch my worries melt away Your sweet kiss gives me strength To face another day So whatever happens Come what mayDearest
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Hard To seeGetting hard to breath. Hard to seeHard To see
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Your heart shattered Your smile broken Your head
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Hey there!  I'm Rae-chan, or if you prefer, Freak-chan works just as well. XD I'm 17 years old, born April 12th 1992, and I live in Tampa, FL. Good old sunshine state! Though I pretty much hate going outside, and hate the beach (go figure huh? I'm surrounded by it lol..) My pets include an Australian Shepherd name Louis and a Red Tailed Boa named Chic! And if I have my way, another dog will be added to that within the end of this year lol. When you first meet me, you might be slightly scared.. maybe even terrified. I can be really dominant, really hyperactive, or really shy. Or all three at the same time. If I know you, I tend to be really loud and obnoxious. If I don't.. well, it depends. If I start tripping or laughing a lot, then you know I'm scared shitless XD. I lean more towards the 'emo' or 'gothic' genre of dressing and acting, if you want to go by stereotypes. I will always speak my mind, so you never have to worry about me saying one thing when mean another. My personality is very black and white - either I love you, or I hate you. And trust me, I'm not shy enough to hold back telling you which is which. Nice, huh? As you can tell, I love drawing, writing - pretty much anything creative. I'm a dancer, whether I look it or not, and love to express my soul in the art of theatre. I don't normally let myself get attatched to anything - people, animals, or things - in the mind set that if you keep yourself detatched, it won't hurt as much when they leave. Anything in my life could be replaced or taken away and I would keep moving, not looking back or allowing myself to. Everything but my best friend Sam, that is. She's everything to me! As are all the wonderful people I've met on the dA.  Well that's pretty much it! |
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- Current Residence: Hell? Maybe..
- Interests: Drawing, writing
- Favourite movie: Spirited Away
- Favourite band or musician: 3DG, Breaking Benjamin, Disturbed, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus... i'm not naming them all..
- Favourite genre of music: Metal, New Rock
- Favourite artist: Jon Guillaume! <333
- Favourite poet or writer: Richelle Mead, Lois Lowry
- Favourite style of art: anime and realism?
- Favourite game: Final fantasy, Devil may cry
- Favourite gaming platform: Uhh Xbox360?
- Favourite cartoon character: Too many to name...
- Tools of the Trade: Pencils?
- AIM: xXVaela16Xx
- Yahoo: ask for it silly
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Come to the edge, he said,
They said: We are afraid
Come to the edge, he said.
They came,
He pushed them,
...and they flew.
Guillaume Apollinaire
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When you start talking to the voices in your head... its bad.
When they start talking back... well, just don't tell anyone. (XDDD)
Sometimes life sucks..... Kinda like a vampire!
and + Watchers
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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./
"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
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Everything I use is against the manual....Oh well.
Ohohoho~
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